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|Wednesday, November 10th, 2004|
MAJOR GAAARRRGGGHHH!!! Soooo sorry I haven't posted in a loooong time! Good Lord! We must have had a stupid virus in all of our computers! You know how you link all the computers together so they can all share the internet? Well, apparently, they also share viruses! So we got the same virus in all of our computers and it took the longest time to get rid of the stupid thing! But it should be gone now, good riddance!
We have a gossip column now? Oh goody....
Well, not much else has happened.... I've got to talk to Dylan at some point. So, I guess I'll see everyone later! And, again, mes apologias for not posting for a long time! Later, everyone!
|Sunday, October 17th, 2004|
Okay, I am dying of curiosity right now! Ellie promised she was going to post with what she did on Sean's birthday. But she's taking TOO LONG! Haha, I'm getting impatient, so I'm just going to post.
Yea, so, as usual, I didn't much of anything today. I popped in while everyone was at the Dot, just to say hi and talk a bit. But everyone seemed preoccupied with their boyfriends and girlfriends, and I felt out of place, so I left. My parents didn't expect me home for another couple hours so I just took a walk around. It was a nice day, I mean, for autumn. Yea, I walked around. That's all that happened. Nothing else.
Then I went home and just went up to my room and laid down. I was tired and hurting, so I fell asleep and the next thing I knew I woke up for no reason. I had my face in my pillow and I had a feeling someone was watching me. So, yea, I turned around and there was Dylan. He looked a little surprised, but he sat down on my bed and we had a good heart to heart. He asked me what happened and we just generally talked for a bit. It was cool.
Adam wasn't there, I don't know where he was. Probably at Dylan's house or something. I was surprised when I didn't see him there, because he seems like he's always with Dylan. But oh well. It doesn't matter anyway. Dylan and I talked and he made me feel better and all that good stuff.
Well, I have to go to bed. Goodnight, all.
Hey, sorry I've gotten all the days mixed up! I've been so tired and stressed lately. But, yea, the dance was a complete and total blast! You've probably read a thousand entries about it, so I won't add another one to it. Just saying that it was completely awesome. And congrats to Craig and Ashley as the homecoming King and Queen! Honestly, I didn't really want to be king anyway, so that was fine.
So it was cool. And I got to see Dylan again. And Adam.... He's cool, I guess. I mean, Dylan likes him, so I guess he must be cool....
Well, that's all! It's late, and I need to get to bed. Sorry for the short entry!
|Friday, October 15th, 2004|
Hey again. Alright, not much else to post today. Nothing really happened except for the usual. Usual Friday, of course, so that was pretty good! I'm working on my article and doing homework and watching television all at the same time. Nothing to complain about, nothing to rejoice about. Except for the fact that I get to meet this Adam that Dylan is always talking about. That should be interesting....
|Thursday, October 14th, 2004|
Alrighty! Today was a good day! I ended up going to the newspaper meeting right afterschool. But that went awesomely well! I was really nervous when I first went in, but everyone was so warm and welcoming. And Ash was there, and we talked a bit and made up and all that good stuff. Everyone at the newspaper was really glad that Emma had found someone to write the controversial article. I said I'd do it under one condition. Dylan could help. So we agreed on that, but we're still trying to find someone who's against homosexual rights. Maybe I could find those guys who keep beating me up....I don't know, they'll probably find me.
Anyway, I really don't want to get into that right now. But yea, the meeting went really well, although I was the only new person there, so I felt out of place. But if I get into the swing of things, I may actually want to start taking photographs for it as well....But for now, baby steps!
So after the meeting, Ash and I went over to her house. I had gone to the library yesterday and got all kinds of awesome movies! I don't know if anyone's ever heard of the movie "Pay it Forward," but I think that is one of the best movies! I like that movie and also the musical "Newsies." I know, I'm so weird. Anyway, I think Ash liked Pay it Forward, but I think she Pretended to like Newsies! I guess she's not so much into singing and dancing in the olden days! Oh well. We had popcorn and we talked about absolutely nothing in particular. Just about stuff that was going on in our lives, school, all that good stuff. After a while, I had to go to make way for Jay. I wanted to stay and make sure he was okay, but I had to get home anyway. Oh...My...God! Check out that last sentence! Try saying that outloud! way, Jay, stay, okay, anyway. Wow, that was creepy! Oh well.
I think that's pretty much all for today! I'm really glad everyone made up. It seemed like the world was ending for a while there!
|Wednesday, October 13th, 2004|
|Whoever said that high school never has drama?
Alright, I guess I'll write for the newspaper. I'm nervous about the whole thing, but if Ash is going to be there with me, I'm sure I'll survive. Hopefully we can get ahold of Rick and find out his point of view, so he could write a simultaneous rebuttal for it.
Speaking of Ash, I'm glad she's doing better. I guess things were talked over a little bit and feelings aren't as hurt as they were before. That doesn't mean everything's suddenly alright, though. I'm worried about Jay, as is Ash and El. Sean apparently did a number on him, and when Ash noticed he was talking funny online, she stole her parents car and bolted over there. Luckily, she had had some medical training and was able to help Jay who obviously had a concussion. Ash was able to keep him awake for the next 12 hours, and then went home to get yelled at and grounded by her parents. I don't know what's going on with Sean, but there are some terrible hard feelings going on with everyone involved in whatever happened.
I'll admit that the story itself seems really hard to believe, but I myself think that Ellie and Jay are the kind of people who would never do anything to hurt any of their friends. Ash, Ellie was right there for you when the whole Craig fiasco happened, and I seriously doubt that she would turn around and do that exact same thing to you. And Jay, I just know you. And I know you would never do anything like that to Sean or Ash, your best friend and your girlfriend. I think this is a whole big misunderstanding that really needs to be cleared up, so that feelings can be mended. Of course, that could just be Priest Marco talking right there.
I think that's all I have to say tonight. I'll hopefully be able to do something with Ash tomorrow. I'm not sure, though. If we did, I'd have to go over to her house and bring movies and all that good stuff since she's grounded. But we should still have an awesome time. And Emma, I don't even know when the newspaper meets or where. Do you have a time and a place for me to go? Thanks
|Tuesday, October 12th, 2004|
Man, I'm so confused about what is going on! I mean, Ellie and Jay? Ellie has a boyfriend and Jay has a girlfriend! I don't even understand exactly what happened. I mean, I heard it from Ash's point of view, but that's pretty much it. Everyone wants me to side with them, but no one will tell me exactly what happened. Of course, it's none of my business, but if people are asking me for help, I need to know what exactly happened if I am going to help at all. I don't know if I should, because every time I try to help, something goes horribly wrong. But if people really want me to, I'll try....
I volunteered for the school newspaper. I love writing and all that, so I figured it would be a total blast! But Emma asked me to write about something I'm not sure if I can. She wants two people to cover it, since it is such a controversial topic. I'm considering it....a reporter has to cover everything, right? I don't know, I'll think about it.
And I want to clear up some confusion right NOW. I never ever accused Jay of cheating on Ash or Ellie cheating on Sean. My words got all twisted up and, once again, I was seen as the horrible Marco who judges people right away. I'm only trying to help, but when my words get all twisted up, it doesn't help anyone! I NEVER accused Jay or Ellie from cheating on their boy/girlfriend. People are trying to tell me I am all-knowing and all seeing right now because I was apparently right. I don't think that's exactly what happened. I don't know about anyone else, but I didn't get the full story, and I'm not going to judge until I do. I'm not pressuring anyone, but if anyone wants to talk, I'm here for you.
~Marco Current Mood: Trying to be Supportive
|Monday, October 11th, 2004|
|Homecoming King, at your service!
Hey, all! So I decided that I'll go to the Homecoming dance. I got a tux today, and my pa insisted that he come along because "Marco, renting a tuxedo is a true sign of the manhood!" I won't give you a picture because you can probably imagine a black suit with a golden vest underneath it. Oh, well, I guess I'll see you all there! Vote Marco!
Eh, nothing much else happened today. Dylan went back to college early. I think he wanted to be with Adam....
Anyway, that's pretty much it! See you all at school tomorrow! And anyone who has any school notes or anything that I could use to get the lessons from, could I borrow them? Thanks.
|Sunday, October 10th, 2004|
Hey, guys. So sorry I haven't posted lately. I caught a bad stomach flu or something and have been in bed for a while now. But I will finally be back in school tomorrow. Thanks to everyone who helped get my homework for me the past couple weeks, I really appreciate it.
And you know what? There's really nothing anyone can do for me. I mean, the police were really my last hope, and if they couldn't help, there's nothing that anyone else can do. Thank you all for helping out, but it would be better if everyone just stayed out of it. I'll be fine.
I'm still trying to figure out whether I'm going to homecoming or not. I probably have to since I was a nomination for homecoming king. Although, I don't see the point since I don't have a date or anyone to go with. I don't know, I'll figure it out at some point.
Well, I think that's all from the wonderful life of Marco. See you all Monday.
~Marco Current Mood: nervous
|Saturday, October 2nd, 2004|
It's not my dad, okay? He doesn't even know I'm gay.
|Thursday, September 30th, 2004|
Dylan and I broke up.
|Tuesday, September 28th, 2004|
Ladies and gentlemen....the stoned raccoon:
Haha, okay, it's not, but it looks like it, doesn't it?
Well, anyway, everyone had a pretty good time at the party today, I think. It was a huge bash. Sean, Jay, Ash, Craig, Terri, Paige, Jimmy, Hazel, Dylan, Spin, The Birthday Girl, and I were there. You know the best part? No drapes got burned down like in the semi! But Ellie came at 3:30, and of course there was a mad dash to get behind all the sofas and everything. Ellish rang the doorbell, and I opened the door and she came into the room which was pitch black. Then Paige flipped the lights on and everyone jumped out and yelled "Happy Birthday, Ellish!" It was a blast. I could tell Ellie really liked the cake. It was Chocolate, and it said "Happy Birthday, BEOTCH" on it! Her key phrase! We had a good time until my pa came home and threw a fit. Apparently he had forgotten about it or something and he wondered what everyone was doing in my living room which, of course, was all decked out in streamers and confetti and balloons and all that good stuff. First thing Spin did was pop about four or five balloons! Scared the crumbs out of me since I was already nervous to start with! But we got together, had cake and ice cream, opened gifts, popped balloons, the usual. Everyone forgot their differences, at least for today, and we all had a grand ole time. But I want to apologize. Anyone who tried to call me after the party and I wasn't home, sorry. I just needed a little "me time," so I just went for a walk. Turns out that wasn't such a good idea....but anyway. Yea, we had a good time. And I think that's it. Sorry everyone.
|Saturday, September 25th, 2004|
Something happened to me yesterday and I'm not going to be at school for a couple days. I need someone to get my homework for me. Thanks. Everything's fine.
|Friday, September 24th, 2004|
Hey, not much to talk about today! Nothing really happened. I failed a math quiz, but I can make it up afterschool. I love teachers who do that! You know, you fail a quiz or even a test and they say, oh, don't worry, you can keep retaking it after school until you get a satisfactory score! Haha! Righteous! Well, I get to see Dylan tomorrow! I'm so excited, but then again, I always am! I get to hear more stories about college while we shop! Okay, does anyone else think we sound like such girls? Oh well, that's life for the gay guys! Everyone go online! I'm almost always on 9pm to 10pm and no other time. Don't you love dial-up service that clogs up the phone lines during the day? Well, I need to talk to people! So please go online! Thanks to all! I think that's pretty much it! G'night everyone!
|Thursday, September 16th, 2004|
Hey. I'm sorry. I know I have been getting people mad at me and confused. So I'm here to say I'm sorry. I'm confused about the whole Rick thing, really. I'm grappling between the knowledge of what he did to Terr and how much I want to give everyone (yes, even Rick) a second chance. So I'm just going to shut up and stay out of it, lest I get even more people mad at me than there already are.
~Marco Current Mood: Uncaring
|Tuesday, September 14th, 2004|
Alright, I've been making people mad at me by trying to give advice and trying to give people a second chance. So I'm just going to shut up and, what was it, oh, "keep my nose out of other people's business." Thanks, Ash. So for your own good, Don't Ask For My Advice. That is all.
~Marco Current Mood: rejected
|Friday, September 10th, 2004|
Hey, so Ellie and I hung out today. She tried to make me skip school, but I don't skip. The only time I'm not in school is if something is really wrong. So, yea, we went right from school to her house and watched some of those, what did El call them? Oh yea, 'Crazy Indian Musicals that I love so much!" But El and I made up and I don't feel very weird around her anymore. Not that I did before.... I don't know how I felt before, but I don't feel that way anymore. I mean, it's human nature, right? Oh, well. Dylan's coming back from college for the weekend!! So he'll be able to do the DegrassiSmashie on Sunday!! Thanks for putting us on the same team, Spin!! Even if it meant lying and calling me strong! Haha! Oh well, it made my day so I am happy. Oh!! Dyl's pulling in the driveway now! I have to go! Bye, all!
~Marco Current Mood: ecstatic
|Tuesday, September 7th, 2004|
dancing_dream lj cut=(I forgot how to do an lj cut!)
full name – Marco DelRossi
date of birth – February 26, 1987
sex - Male
height - 5'2 I think....
location - Canada
hair color – Black
eye color - Brown
sexual preference – Uh....gay
what do you think of cheerleading – It's alright
what brand of deodorant do you use – Whatever works for a low price!
of all the people you've kissed who was the worst kisser - I don't really know
do you watch porn – Nope
Do you have any pets – Yes, a dog named Willow
who are you gonna vote for - I don't know since I can't exactly vote yet....
do you have your own phone line – Nope
your thoughts on abortion – Well, I believe in safe sex in the first place, but I guess it depends on the circumstances.
do you like britney spears – Haha! No!
what do you want to do with your life -I want to make a difference. I want gays to feel safe from bullies. I just want people to understand, you know?
do you think foreign accents are sexy – I guess so....I've always liked Sean Connery's accent.
do you like hot dogs – Depends....are we talking about regular hot dogs or *shudder* Degrassi Hot Dogs?
piercings = One ear piercing
tattoos = No thanks! No needles for Marco!
shoe size = 8 1/2, 9ish
favorite color = Blue, purple, red
describe yourself in four words = Compassionate, short, girly, shy
siblings = Nope
underwear = Uh....Clean?
cd you listened to = Probably Aaron Carter? I don't listen to many CD's
person you called = Dylan.
person that has called you = Ellie
person you emailed = Dylan
person who emailed you = Dylan
person you kissed = Dylan
you have a bf or gf = Dylan
you have a crush on someone= Dylan (whoa! five in a row! A new record!)
you wish you could live somewhere else = Sometimes I wish I could just make a fresh start.
you think about suicide = Yes, but I wonder how life could possibly get that bad.
others find you attractive = I guess so....I don't know, do they?
you do drugs = Nope! Haha!
you smoke = Got a cigarette? NO!
you like roller coasters = Of course!
you write in cursive or print = Print. I can't write fast in cursive
long distance relationship = Well, Dylan's off at college, so I guess that's somewhat long distance.
suicide = No way!
premarital sex = I don't approve of it unless it's a very special case.
like the taste of blood = I don't know....never tried it....could I borrow some of yours and I'll let you know?
believe in love = Yes
believe in soul mates = Yes
believe in love at first sight = Yes
believe in god = Yes
ever cried over a boy/girl= Yes
ever lied to someone = Yes, but I try not to.
ever been arrested = NO!
ever taken ballet – Uh....that's classified information, that is!
when was the last time you used the restroom – Uh....an hour ago, I guess?
most attractive person you know - Dylan
ever dated anyone who's in your livejournal friends list= Dylan, Ellie, Hazel.
ever considered dating anyone else on your livejournal friends list = no, not really
kissed anyone on your livejournal friends list = Dylan, Ellie
ever been in a fist fight = I don't want to talk about it. You all know what happened
are you scared of = Homophobiacs
is the most romantic season = Spring
are you in a relationship = Yes, with Dylan
.of times I have been in love? = twice
.of times I have had my heart broken? = I don't know....
.of hearts I have broken? = One....I'm sorry Ellie
.of boys I have kissed? = One
.of girls I have kissed? = One
.of men I've slept with? = None
.of girls I've slept with? = None
.of continents I have lived on? = One
.of drugs taken illegally? = None!
.of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends? = 3
::what (illegal) drugs (if any) have you done?:: None!
::What's the best gift you've ever received?:: Love
::What's the best concert you've ever attended?:: I've never been to a concert....
::If you had to give up either music or sex for the rest of your life, which would you pick?:: Definitely sex!
::What's your favorite bad-for-you food?:: Candy!
::What rockstar would you be a permanent groupie for, no questions asked?:: Uh....permanent groupie?
::If you could lose (or get back to re-lose) your virginity to any person living or dead, who would it be?:: Uh....
::Are you a dog person or a cat person?:: Dog
::What's your favorite US city?:: Oh! Hi! Oh! Ohio! Cause it's fun to say!
::Have you ever made out with more than one person in the same 24 hour period?:: I don't think so....
::Favorite curse word?: I don't curse.
::Have you ever had a romantic/sexual encounter with a rock star?:: Nope
::What current trend do you think is ridiculous and wish would go away immediately?:: Swearing. I have never sworn and never intend to.
[Said "I love you" and meant it?] Yes, of course!
[Been to New York?] No
[Been to Florida?] Yes
[China? Japan?] No
[Danced nekkid?] NO!
[Apples or bananas?] Bananas
[Red or blue?] Red
[Backstreet Boys or N Sync?] N' Sync.
[WalMart or Target?] WalMart
[Santa or Rudoloph?] Santa
[Math or English?] English!!
[High school or college?] College
[do you want to get married] If I'm allowed to.
[if so, what age would you like to be married] Whenever I know that I have met my true love.
[who will you marry] My true love
[what do you want to do when you grow up] Maybe be a writer
[where will you live] No idea
lj cut=(I forgot how to do an lj cut!)
Hey, sorry, I'm so stupid I forgot how to put this behind an lj cut! I'm hoping that works. If it doesn't, sorry! Well, that's it, Marco out.
|Monday, September 6th, 2004|
Hey, guys. Just figured I should update. I sense that I've been confusing some people and ticking off others. Ellie for one. I don't know, I was just kind of surprised about her decision. I know it's all up to her, and none of my business, but I just want to protect her. And after she just got into the huge fight with Sean....I don't know. I'm probably just being paranoid. I talked it over with Ellie and I guess I'm okay with it now. I just need to know that she is taking precautions. And Sean, it's nothing against you. But, yea, it's none of my business, so I'm just going to drop it right now.
But I've been so confused lately. I miss Dylan so much. He went off to college and I only get to see him on the weekends. I mean, I get to talk to him online and all that, but between college, homework, and weekend hockey practices, I barely get to see him at all. I really need some of his advice right now. He hasn't been online since he was over at my house before school started. So I hope he'll be on soon. I need to talk to him. Dylan, if you are reading this, IM me, please. School has become a living nightmare, and not because of the torture-chambers they call classrooms. Well, I have to go and think some stuff out. And, of course, stupid Marco hasn't even started his homework. I need to sleep. Bye, everyone. Dylan, please, please IM me! I could really use a visit from ManlyMarco right now....
~Marco Current Mood: scared
|Saturday, September 4th, 2004|
Ashley, Oh My Gosh! I can't believe you just said that! About Accidentally In Love! I was just thinking that it kind of described me and Dylan! Here, for everyone who doesn't know the words....
So she said what's the problem baby
What's the problem I don't know
Well maybe I'm in love (love)
Think about it every time
I think about it
Can't stop thinking 'bout it
How much longer will it take to cure this
Just to cure it cause I can't ignore it if it's love (love)
Makes me wanna turn around and face me but I don't know nothing 'bout love
Come on, come on
Turn a little faster
Come on, come on
The world will follow after
Come on, come on
Cause everybody's after love
So I said I'm a snowball running
Running down into the spring that's coming all this love
Melting under blue skies
Belting out sunlight
Well baby I surrender
To the strawberry ice cream
Never ever end of all this love
Well I didn't mean to do it
But there's no escaping your love
These lines of lightning
Mean we're never alone,
Never alone, no, no
Come on, Come on
Move a little closer
Come on, Come on
I want to hear you whisper
Come on, Come on
Settle down inside my love
Come on, come on
Jump a little higher
Come on, come on
If you feel a little lighter
Come on, come on
We were once
Upon a time in love
We're accidentally in love
Accidentally in love (x7)
I'm In Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
Accidentally (X 2)
Come on, come on
Spin a little tighter
Come on, come on
And the world's a little brighter
Come on, come on
Just get yourself inside her
Love ...I'm in love
That's the end. I was just thinking today about how that seems to describe Dylan and I! I don't know, maybe I'm being paranoid or something. I just can not believe that Ash brought it up on the one day that I thought of it! Okay, well, I'm going to do like the rock stars do: I dedicate this song to....Dylan!!! Okay, I'm going to head out. Ash and Jay, you'll have to tell me all about the concert! I love Counting Crows!
~Marco Current Mood: Amazed!